i dont anyone realises how much i want and need help but im to scared to ask for it myself

so i dont ask at all

  • normal person: so what do you like to do
  • me: listen to music
  • normal person: oh, thats neat, i like music too
  • me: no you dont understand

yesterday i heard something that made my heart break
and i just dont want to be here anymore

i feel so disgusting in myself now and i want to give up

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